To my Wife
Gloomy day in the
stuffy cell,
I am sitting on the
bed alone in expectation,
My soul is hurt, it is
in pain,
I am lost in thought
about you.
You don’t care! Why
don’t you remember me
The man who inspired
in you
The hope for love and
tenderness,
Who gazed at you with
a gentle glance.
Please, think about me
now that I have told you this.
I am guilty!
I have made mistakes.
The prison wall looms
between us,
And my memory rests in
your gentle glance.
Mincho
Bulgaria
Society and Isolation
Alone and lost and
excluded,
Different from those
around me,
Alone, lost and
isolated,
How I yearn to be
free.
Alone and lost and a
stranger,
I don’t know what to
do,
Alone and lost in
society,
Lost and alone without
you.
I ‘ve built up a
barrier between us,
To smother the pain
that I feel,
So I still feel so
isolated,
Even though the
barrier’s not real.
I just wish it was
different,
If only I could be
strong,
I feel different from
those around me,
Even though I know
it’s wrong.
I can’t change the
way I feel,
I just wish that I
could,
Be like most other
people,
But I don’t know if
I should.
Even though I know I
different,
I’m special in other
ways,
So even though I’m
isolated,
I should feel happy
today.
Jason
(Lancaster)
Hello there, Son
Hello there, Son, how
are you today?
Is your homework all
done?
Have you been out to
play?
No, not yet, Dad,
we’ve just had our tea,
I was hoping you would
ring,
Just to talk to me.
I can’t talk for
long, son, there’s a queue for the phone,
Is your mother with,
or are you all alone?
She’s gone out
again, Dad, with that Trevor from work,
I hate to see them
together,
He’s such a jerk.
Don’t be like that,
son, he’s not that bad,
They are happy
together,
I just make her sad.
I know what you’re
saying, dad, I know it’s true,
I can’t help what I
feel,
I just want it to be
you.
I’m nearly in tears
here and my cards almost done,
I will call you
tomorrow,
I love you, my son
Alan
(Maghaberry)