"Let
us not lose our hope !"
In
our present situation we have to think over several matters in order to completely
not lose our hope. Let us thing- what next? Each one of us has
been sent here for some reason. But are we concerned about our past? Do
we, in the bottoms of our hearts, think of our future? We all know how we
all look like rest of society, and what they say about us. And look who is
talking? Apparently those who are better than we are, those who do not
know how the world looks from behind bars.
To
be frank, they are right. To change this look and to feel better we have
to change ourselves and make progress with our “selves”. To change
one’s life one needs a reflection of oneself. Everyone can find an
efficient way, to not experience this Gahanna once again. The simplest way is one’s own decision based on private
experiences from this place.
We just pretend and say- “It’s ok.- I have home, wife,
kids, etc.” Let’s not cheat ourselves, because we won’t change the
truth that way. No one says he is all right here- well, very few maybe-
but even homeless complains. Let us have good look at it, it is harder and
harder, orders, prohibitions, savings- turning off water, electricity one
has to try hard to get TV-Set approval. But that’s no matter, what’s
worse. It is more and more difficult to get a conditional release. All of
this makes the necessity of thinking of our future a very important thing.
Do we really want to come back here to this “Cousy Place”? It is
difficult to speak on everyone’s behalf, because everyone has one’s
own point of view, one’s own free will, and one’s own mind and will do
what one wants. Personally I think “It’s not worth this”. Now we
have a lot of time here, so let’s not waste it on bullshits...... I
wanted to share my recollections with you- hoping that there is some better
world waiting for us. Not outside but inside us and we can use it. If you
wan you may pray to Lord for the support. When the day of your realise will
come we won’t be afraid thinking- what next.
Written by “Unknown”
(Poland)
Translated
by Joanna Wiśniewska